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there is a fire in this heart
i am dying from the
inside
out
i fall in and out of love with you every day
because i never know what
love
actually is
i am a mess
i am not yours
i am no one's
hereby i have been declared nothing
i am not in love with you
my feelings are mixing in the depth of this
shallow mind, i
can only dream about loving you
and face the reality that
my name will never be uttered by your lips
i care too deeply
for this to be okay.
i spend much of my night
dreaming about the way
your day
must feel
better than mine
better that me
a delicate state is
no excuse
it's
my excuse
i would prefer not to exist in a world
with you
brushing past me
i do not catch your eye
i do not turn your head
i would prefer to not exist in a world
without you
talking about death makes me
think of things i
would
wouldn't
would
wouldn't
like to dwell on
there is a fire in this heart, but
it will not kill me
it will not touch me
my death is your victory
my death is nothing
to you.
i am dying from the
inside
out
i fall in and out of love with you every day
because i never know what
love
actually is
i am a mess
i am not yours
i am no one's
hereby i have been declared nothing
i am not in love with you
my feelings are mixing in the depth of this
shallow mind, i
can only dream about loving you
and face the reality that
my name will never be uttered by your lips
i care too deeply
for this to be okay.
i spend much of my night
dreaming about the way
your day
must feel
better than mine
better that me
a delicate state is
no excuse
it's
my excuse
i would prefer not to exist in a world
with you
brushing past me
i do not catch your eye
i do not turn your head
i would prefer to not exist in a world
without you
talking about death makes me
think of things i
wouldn't
would
like to dwell on
there is a fire in this heart, but
it will not kill me
it will not touch me
my death is your victory
my death is nothing
to you.
Literature
Is This Love?
I walk down a crooked, broken pathway
A lone tear permanently attached to my cheek
Exhaustion explodes from every pore
Food will not satisfy
Water will not quench
All hope is gone
But as long as I'm with you, I will not stumble
You are all I need to satisfy and quench my needs
Hope will slowly return
My heart is broken;
Lies nearly dead in a heap of despair
Little pieces are broken off here and there
They won't be coming back.
But you are slowly piecing me back together
You are bringing life back into mi corazon
I have faith you can find the missing pieces
When we're together, I feel balanced
I'm madly in love in a calm way
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Alone when together
Decided to be with him
When all I want is to be with you
I can't feel my heart
They say wise men follow the stars
I'll willingly follow you in, out,over,down and through
Just say the word
I'll be there, an ocean
Building up behind my eyes just because I ache so much for you
Why do I feel so cold?
Is it because I only want you yo hold?
After being so sad and lonely
Colors explode in my mind
As you fall down rabbit holes and leave me behind.
Literature
To my watchers and friends on here.
I will only be able to post things on here via the deviantart app and further more I won't be as active as I used to be as I have some personal issues to deal with at home. I will try to repost my stories and also if you all are reading this then I hope you can understand. Even if there are only a few of you I would like to say thanks for the support!!! 😹
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just this once, god dammit
this is the product of possible real depression
it's been building for a while again
and
today
my sister told me something that triggered it big and bad
it's the truth
notice me
this is the product of possible real depression
it's been building for a while again
and
today
my sister told me something that triggered it big and bad
it's the truth
notice me
© 2012 - 2024 happysmileygal
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dude, i was thinking like 'i think this is the best poem by you i've read so far' and then i was like 'oh ' when i read the description. eheh. it's nearly Christmas, girl. i bet you celebrate it. /kind of wishes she does now i definitely will with my kids and husband if i do get one. lol